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Sunday, 23 November 2008

  • 心情不好的時候會想用很多方法去躲因為
    甚麼事情也提不起勁去做
    甚麼人也不想見
    軟弱無力
    沒勇氣
    沒方向
    想發呆
    想哭


    很怕自己做不好
    很怕自己給比下去
    壓力很大

    我真的很累

    這裏寫的應該沒有人看到
    可以放聲的哭

Wednesday, 16 July 2008

  • Am I capable??

    I have been thinking "Am I smart? Am I capable? Am I ... ?? Am I... Am I...??" for ages

    My friends, my relatives, my teachers, my aunts and uncles, my parents... etc etc
    they said "YES"

    Even so, I am not yet convinced
    A verbal response does not do, neither does a physical result

    Even I am the top population of my group
    but it doesnt mean that I am good enough or I am capable
    because the observation is based on comparison
    there is no absolute index to measure a person's capability

    Perhaps this dissatisfaction becomes the motivation of my life
    I always believe that there's room to improve
    I always think that I am not good enough
    Yet in the process, I was lifted higher and higher

    So...All I want to say is I will continue to pursue my dream and to prove that I am capable.


  • is it possible to graduate in Berkeley with first honor??

    Welll, this is an farcical, irrational and unbelievable question to ask.
    I mean: to me.

    I had lunch with a friend today.
    He said he would come to my graduation if I graduate with first Honor.

    Let's look at the feasibility of the second part of the statment:

    First of all, you know how competitive Berkeley is
    Second, you know math isn't something you can do well even cramping hard
    Third, you know I am not yet a genius
    Adding up all these unfavorable conditions
    I have no confidence to make it true at all

    But as Stephen said: First of all you need to be positive about the chance of archiving it.
    OKAY. All i know now is to aim at the "A"s...not A minus, okay?

Monday, 14 July 2008

  • A trip to the PEAK

    I was shocked by how HK people make money
    I went to the peak with buddy today
    and we discovered that now it costs $20 to get to the viewing deck at the top of 凌宵閣
    We were stunned and stood there for a few seconds
    we couldnt accept the fact that it is now charging $20!!!!!!
    IT WAS FREE BEFORE!!!!!!!!

    I dont really agree with taking money from tourist, it can affect the image of HK tourism
    They set up the fee simply because you know that those tourist wont care about the admission fee(of course 20 is not a big money) since they have paid that much to fly to HK and pay for hotels and whatever charges to travel to HK. But it was open to the public for free before, charging for admission obviously makes it business oriented instead of promoting tourism. Anywayz, I dont feel good about them charging for the admission to the viewing deck. I just have a feeling that the view of the Victoria Harbor is owned by the public. Why do you have to charge us for viewing that. =(

    廣東話真係好精境:簡直掠水
  • I have dinner at home with mom today
    while we were eating, we watched the program hosted by "Susie Wong"
    but i dont have any positive feelings towards her
    she sounds too arrogant and impolite somehow
    well, i know she is bright and knowledgeable
    but being so doesnt mean that she can disrespect others

    I dont appreciate HK TV shows at all
    not saying that foreign shows are better
    I am just trying to be fair
    using an absolute courtesy standard
    this host is not very appropriate

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